Caged Words

I'll always apologize if I happen to step on your beliefs,
This is why I'll prefer the noise that the silence within me makes.
My restless days of chasing after the wind will never be distracted by setting my eyes off my tongue, but I'll never cease to hope and pray to bump into a fellow mutant of my specie.
For they will know even without uttering a word I'd still have felt it.
So I'll try to pack my words for recycling if at all the need be and then;
I'll enter gates like wind, haunt lives like a ghost that need no key,
Like death that comes without a knock
Pop like a season that don't need your opinion.
There then I'll live in noise and fuss
But I choose to smile, turn and walk away
For I see no meaning to reply
They'll say " I love you"
That too won't make me stupid.

Something new coming up. "QUIET MOMENTS" is the title.

CRUSH

I've fought and lost.
We owned different weapons like guns loaded with different bullets.
Or swords with mine made of a suicidal blades.

I was the one who made beds of roses
And a thousand fragrant poises
And cups of flowers and a kirtle embroidered with leaves of myrtle.

Really hate saying sorry, is there any other way?
I'ma hit it to the core anyway.
I never wanna make you stop trying and meet serendipity maybe some day,
Or make u believe there's nothing overwhelming in trying to get yourself on board in the late hours of the day.
Haven't I made it obvious girl
That I'm clung onto something deadly now?
Helping you jump off the boat to get yourself free from the obvious storm ahead is all the love I have.
I'm a mutant that chooses to meander away from love that promises to live always but disagrees with it's life span to let itself fade, wither, crack and quits breath.
Haven't I made it obvious that I'ma help you prefer life?
Don't say sorry little princess,
I pray for the best for the ones that starts up a love war with me
But I'ma prefer fleeing the battle ground, I'll murder you.
We won't last baby something tells me, we won't
I'ma make it known no undercover
My intuition yells silently.
We won't last baby
So turn your back on me and point your gun loaded with rose bullets against one who prays for it.
Quit being a gambler on me I'll always turn the tables black for innocent girls.

My sad love letter.

Now I know one thing I'm a king. I just walked into a ditch. I'm sorry I gotta go back I was in the dark.
I was too blind too see I got snared in the race.
Look lady my hands and body no longer tremble because of your touch.
Look into my eyes you won't see yourself no more go back to your husband.
I'm not going to the club, it's not in the new book.
Look brother, I no longer tremble when I haven't sniffed the thing.
I have to strive for my success and not to wait for what the stranger will purchase.
I don't need to insult because I was not destined to hurt. It's now of more glory in overcoming it.
I was at the base because I was carrying a curse.
I had embarked on a journey when you caught me, covered me with a cloth laced with drugs. I passed out but now I've woken up I'm out.
I'm not ashamed to walk with holy book.
I have a new look.
I'm not dying, I'm living.
I'm not fearing, I'm trusting. I'm not scattered I'm gathering myself.
I'm not discarded, I'm needed.
I became somebody without a message, but now I'm a messenger.
I'm not weak, I'm strong and complete.
I'm not wrapped in negative anymore, I'm not afraid to experience something new.
I know I'm staggering but I'm but it's fine I'm paying my dues.
I was a slave to sin but now,
I'm brave enough to crack the grave.
I know you think I'm at fault but trust me I'm not.