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From a personal friend… who wishes to stay anonymous. This is her story:

I have a ton of friends talking politics right now, rightfully so. I wanted to share my own story, relating to Amendment 3, because Missouri's legislation genuinely almost led to my death.

As many of you recall, Roe v Wade was overturned in June of 2022. In May of 2022, I took a test and found out that I was pregnant. I was with a partner whom I loved dearly and we were eager to welcome our little one into the world, though surprised by the circumstances, as I'd been on birth control.

June 29th, 2022, while I was at work, I felt a sudden, sharp pain in my side, which I tried to work through, given that I had about 8 hours left in my shift. About an hour after the pain started, I fainted, and one of my coworkers called an ambulance. At the hospital, I was quickly diagnosed with an ectopic pregnancy. For those whom have no medical background or personal experience with this, I'll explain: an ectopic pregnancy is one in which the fertilized egg does not travel to the uterus before implanting and beginning to grow. Most commonly, it lodges in the fallopian tubes, but technically, an ectopic pregnancy can occur anywhere outside the womb. The human body CANNOT support this fertilized egg to the point of viability (or survivability outside of the mother), under ANY circumstances and every single milimeter that the zygote (because it is too early to be considered a fetus) continues to grow endangers the mother's life.

While at the hospital, I spoke with multiple doctors, and was encouraged to drive out of state to receive the standard treatment for an ectopic pregnancy at this stage, a D&C, as the doctors in Missouri legally could not perform it on me, due to Missouri legislation. I was told that if my body failed to pass the pregnancy successfully on its own, and I had a complete rupture, due to the position of the pregnancy, it could very likely lead to my death, however they could do nothing. I inquired about an emergency hysterectomy, and even that was not an option, as it would still be seen under Missouri legislation as an elective abortion. Going out of state and paying out of pocket for emergency healthcare was not an option for me. I told the doctors this, and they decided to try MULTIPLE rounds of high dose chemo to try to slow the growth of the pregnancy, and theoretically induce a loss.

After two months of multiple rounds of these chemo treatments, which affected my lifelong health, the worst case scenario happened, anyways, and the pregnancy ruptured, taking an o***y with it and leading to an emergency surgery that left me unable to ever have children again. I very nearly died from the amount of blood I lost, and I now have hormonal issues, and will, for the rest of my life, as my remaining o***y doesn't produce enough hormones for my body on its own. Why? Because legislation prevented me from receiving the healthcare I desperately needed.

I urge you to understand that abortion is not just about murdering babies. I understand that it happens sometimes, and you know what? If we're all honest with each other? We will never be able to ban all abortions, only the safe ones. What you are restricting is the people having medical emergencies from receiving the life-saving care that they don't want, but desperately need. The idea that prohibiting access to this is "protecting women" is outrageous. If you ACTUALLY want to protect women, you need to vote YES.

And no, I won't be hosting your arguments in my comments.

RIP Bob Newhart. This was one of my favorite skits…

Stop It - Bob Newhart For more information visit: https://mindsetrevolution.org. This simple sketch is both funny and informative. My coaching is a little more nuanced that this, ...

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