CammyX

I don’t usually say this out loud, but my life is pretty fu**ed up right now.

I gave my time and heart to my job and I’m ending the year still trying to recover from that hit. I’m drowning, trying to stay afloat while everything feels like it’s pulling me under.

I’m a hopeless romantic with a broken heart. I loved deeply, and I lost deeply. Some days it feels like I’m shattered into pieces, and there’s no one around who knows how to put me back together.

What hurts the most? People think I’m happy. People think I’m lucky. I smile, I joke, I show up but what they don’t know is that I’m silently suffering from depression. I’m tired. I’m overwhelmed. I’m drowning, and I don’t know how long I can keep pretending I’m okay.

I don’t want sympathy. I just want honesty. I want a reset. I want a chance to rebuild my life from the ground up so this time with truth, healing, and hope, even if I have to crawl to get there.

If you’re reading this and feeling the same way, you’re not alone. And if you see me smiling, now you know it took everything in me to do it.

A recap of my 2025. I go alone and do things on my own.