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I lied.

When I told everyone that I was fine. When I told everyone that I had everything under control. When I told everyone that there's no problem existing at the moment.

I lied.

And everyone was deceived by it.

Don't get me wrong. I am actually glad that they were because if they weren't it would be exhausting on my part to explain the chaos inside my head and all those never-ending war that exist in my world.

I am happy to suffer alone. That I no longer drag people in the mud that I'm currently drowning in. I am happy that I was no longer a burden. I am happy even if at the same time, I am hurting.

Being so used with this facade got people thinking that I was strong in handling things on my own. They thought I was completely fine every single time I walk on my way home.

Little do they know that I'm so close to falling down on my knees in the middle of the crowd. That I am just trying to hold myself together in front of other people just so I won't get much attention because what I hate the most is narrating what had me hurting all day long.
—K. RDV.