A Recovering Makeup Addict

It’s been a minute since I heard this song. I used to listen to it when I was in active addiction. I thought each verse was written for me. I connected with it so hard. I always loved Johnny Cash, but this song shook my soul.
I never want to feel things words so true again. And I won’t. 839 days ago , this was my life. Today- I’m happy

(Really listen to the words. If you are an addict/recovering addict , I think you will understand)😘

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It’s been awhile! Boy life has change. Found an amazing job! Decided to renew my lease another 6 month to decide where I’m moving next and I just been busy ! New career so lots of training! I hardly do my makeup 3xs a week now! Skincare still daily tho 🙂
I’m on a blind taper currently and ever mg I go down I withdraw bad. So bi weekly I’m a mess for 3-5 days. It’s messing with me more mentally then physically this time.
Sometimes I wish I would have just done rehab instead of a Maitenence program but I just wanted to get clean asap! Didn’t want to wait for a bed and was scared to withdraw. But in the end it saved my life so I just gotta deal with it. From 175 mg down to 16mg (last time I asked, cuz it’s a blind). Crazy what you can do in 2 years.

Hope 2022 is treating y’all right so far!
I’m mean, we are still here so I guess we winning no matter what!

Was feeling the duo chrome today. Terra Moons Cosmetics on the lid!