Only Riss Fit

3 weeks out for legion
but all I can think about is finals week and peak week at the same time.
The tears are very much real (it’s ok it’s normal and healthy to cry)
Manifesting a beautiful week to come and me passing every exam. 🙏
Diamonds are made under pressure 💎
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I don’t think I’ll ever shut up about how supportive my family has been. My brother meal prepping because he knew I had to study for my midterms/practicals? My mom waking up every morning to help me get my breakfast/lunch together for the day?

I simply have no words to express the blessing that is my family for not letting me give up on myself. I can guarantee if it wasn’t for them I would not be continuing for this long. They understand my executive dysfunction/paralysis to continue everyday and they truly get me out of my head to start moving.

They’re in this prep just as much as me and we joke about it at this point.

Last photo is my mom eating a Texas Roadhouse bread roll for me 🫶🏼😂

Overall the process is weirdly satisfying and as much as I’m eager to be done, I know it’s a journey that I cherish so far. I’m learning a lot about myself AND my support system. They’re solid af and I wouldn’t change it for the universe.
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Midterms week has been rough. Failed my first exam and I know it’ll be the last fail for the rest of this program.
Either way I’m feeling a lot of pressure to the point that I’m paralyzed. But my win was completing all the workouts this week.
I try to tell myself that diamonds are created under extreme pressure (as corny as it sounds) and sometimes it helps.
Despite what happens at school and on stage, 4 more weeks and then I get to go to Disneyland 🙂
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