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MUFFINS WiTh MOM! instagram vs reality.

gama gurl. its been whole year without you. it feels like forever and yet like it was yesterday we said goodbye. my mind still cant process it honestly. my heart still aches. were not the same now. i find myself thinking of you and seeing you in so many things and me and the boys look for you tryin to find signs from heaven from you. they still talk about you and tell me how much they miss you.i can still hear your laugh or what you would say when i tell you the crazy things these wild boys have done now! this is the hardest goodbye so far. i have needed one of your hugs so many times this year. like only the way you could hug me. i go down to the house hoping ill hear your voice when i open the door and youll hug me and try to feed me somethin your cookin...but your not there anymore and my heart aches just as much all over again. i found a voicemail from you singing me happy birthday on my bday this year and i played it over and over again to hear you one more time. i miss doing your hair and givin you the tea like we used too. im still cutting pops hair for you dont worry! i bawled my eyes out when the does had more kids born this year because you werent here to see them. we miss you gama. all of us. i cant wait to see you again in heaven. i love you gama. youll always be my best gurl.

Happy 6th Golden Birthday to our Big Sugie 🐻! 6 on the 6th! We cant believe it! Feels like yesterday we laid eyes on you for the first time then we blinked and now you're 6! You made us complete lil hunny butter brudder. You are rad, hilarious, usually fearless, wild, mostly sweet 😜 mischievous, adventurous, the most snuggly and a leader for sure! I miss my lil butterball chunky baby! We love watching you grow and do all the things you love to do little brother! We are so thankful God gave you to us to raise. Watchin you do life is rad Cash Money! love you forever! 🥰😭💥🤘mommy daddy and bubby!

ran away to the mountains for part of the boys christmas this year! thank you papa and lala! 😍 we had such a great time with yall! needless to say the boys (all 3) love skiing now and are already planning next winter! we got to watch the snowmobile races, the torch parade with fireworks, skiied 2 days, and the boys went tubing! good times and memories were made! 🏔⛷️🌲