SL33v3D HeartS

I've been hurting lately.
They took my lady that morning
and i'm about to go crazy

We were asleep just her and I
She was snuggled up to me
Laying there
Her head on my thighs

Her hands all around me
Gripping tight

When I awoke
my throat was dry

As I stood up
I heard her sigh

As i asked

What would you like
Fresh coffee or something with ice

Sweet tea 'kool-aid & there's sprite

That's when I noticed
Something ain't right

I jumped across the bed
Flipped on the light

That's when her daddy
Heard me screaming

Baby please
don't you fkn die

He looked at me
And seen the tears
pouring out my eyes

I got straight to work
Like a paramedic

I was pumping on her chest
Trying to bring her back

I broke in half
Feeling ill
As my lady
Took her last breath

Ii dropped to my knees
Lord please, help me

Don't take my baby
I'll go crazy

The Lord didn't hear my cries
Cus my wifey died

I held my hand as I screamed
Trying to Wonder why

As she laid on the carpet
Frozen still
Looking at me

Something like 5hrs passed
Before they covered her up
With that white sheet

My heart aching
My knees shaking

And when they put her in
The body bag

I was also ready to die

Because I just couldn't take it

Being on the ground
I failed her
With these hands

An I know
She'd want me to
be strong

I'm just trying to understand

An then I keep thinking

Maybe cus
when I was young
I did so wrong

Kept me thinking

Karma

Is that why my baby's gone

As she's put to rest
In her purple dress

As I hold my chest
Thinking what's next

Then the tears rose
As her casket closed

An I see my mother
Breaking down

Screaming Lord No

We're all hurting

Lately

I wanna be
Anywhere else
But here

Tell me
'I won't be like this forever"

I can't do this for much longer"
Does anyone give a fk?

I don't think that's the case