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Getting better. Had to stay body has to recover soon. Keep praying for me. BUT OH GOD HE HAS SHOWN ME THE NUMBER 7 OVER AND OVER AGAIN YESTERDAY CHEMO ROOM 7 HOSPITAL FLOOR 7TH ROOM 7026. Word JEREMIAH 17:7 BUT BLESSED IS THE ONE WHO TRUST IN THE LORD AND WHOSE CONFIDENCE IS IN HIM GOD IN YOU I HAVE FAITH AND BELIEF THAT YOU HAVE HEALED ME COMPLETELY GOTTA STOP
FALLING SO MUCH.
P.S IM IN THE MOOD TO MAKE MY. FAMOUS TURKEY WINGS AND GHIRARDELLI BROWNIES... STRENGTH FOR THE TRIPLE DOUBLE GOD PLEASE

Been having some really tough days but I pray and keep my faith in the midst of the storms and horrible seasons.... the message i got today from GOD because he knows Im wearing thin. I DIDNT GIVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO DECIDE OR DECLARE HOW LONG I WILL ALLOW YOU TO LIVE AND YOU DONT GET TO MAKE THAT DECISION. NONE OF YOU DO. Even IF YOU FEEL LIKE I HAVE ABANDONED YOU... I HAVE NOT AND NEVER WILL... ITS NEVER YOUR DECISION OR CHOICE TO MAKE. ONLY GOD, DECIDES TO MAKE THE CHOICE ON WHETHER YOU LIVE OR DIE... MANY OF US FEEL AT TIMES... HE DOESNT CARE SO WHY SHOULD I. Well, God has NOT ABANDONED YOU..HE'S GIVING YOU INSTRUCTIONS ON HOW TO MEND YOUR TROUBLED SOUL. HE HAS GUIDED YOU TO THE PLACE THAT YOU ARE RIGHT NOW IN ORDER TO PROTECT YOU. GOD'S LIGHT SHINES IN YOU. AND EVEN YOUR SINS CANT TAKE HIS LIGHT OUT OF YOU. NELSON MANDELA SPENT YEARS IN PRISON... CAN YOU EVER IMAGINE HOW HE SUFFERED FROM NEVER COMMITTING A CRIME AND LIFE IS IN JAIL FOR NO REASON. WELL WHEN I STARTED THIS JOURNEY I WAS SAYING WHY NOT ME, I WOULDN'T WISH THIS ON ANYONE ELSE EVER. And so many people have stated how much of an inspiration i am to so many people. I NEVER EVER wanted the job lololol... i want to be healed completely and eat lobster and be very kind to people known and unknown. Till this day, im not sure why he has spared me for so many days and illnesses but IM GRATEFUL, THANKFUL AND NOT DESERVING FOR HIS GLORY, GRACE AND MERCY. LOTS OF PEOPLE WANTED TO MAKE IT TO MY AGE BUT DIDN'T. MANY CHILDREN LOST THEIR CANCER BATTLES EARLY. IM HERE, LET THE LIGJT SHINE AROUND THE WORLD AND KEEP PRAYING FOR ME BETTER DAYS AND MANY MORE TO COME MY WAY. MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US. HAPPY MADE IT ANOTHER MONDAY ❤️ GOD IS AMAZING GET TO KNOW HIM. FAITH IS THE ONLY THING I GOT