Emerging Brilliance

My world based on lies and taking care of everyone and everything unraveled 25 years ago.

I was working in computers in high tech. The pace was incredible, the commute was 50 minutes each way (not bad in the Bay Area, but bad enough!). I had two kids and a spouse who traveled a LOT.

I was completely wiped out from the stress and pace - chronic fatigue, joint pain, insomnia, panic attacks, off the charts PMS moods, back pain. I kept it together for the company and the family.

Until my husband witnessed a panic attack at 5 AM one morning and gently asked me to get some help.

One step I took was to hire a coach to help me find my way out of that almost 20 year career and find out who I was.

We'd been working several months when I came to a session with a headache - in both of my temples. It had been there a few days.

She had me close my eyes and visualize what was happening in my head. I saw a caged animal, about the size of a cat and look of a cat. But stronger. It was pacing back and forth, banging its head into the sides of the cage (my temples!)

Then I saw that the cage door was open! That it and I could leave any time, but just couldn't break the pattern, or get past the fear.

My coach had me cuddle the animal and then let it be to leave the cage. It did leave in a few minutes. And my headache went away.

And within a few days I gave notice at my job.

And the thing I was most afraid of (letting go of what I knew even though it caused me pain) was what I needed the most - it opened up an incredible array of blessings.

Freedom!

May you step out of your cage towards what you fear and desire the most. It's your turn now.

Ask for help - spiritual or physical.

I invite you to join my group - Women Over 50, It's Your Turn Now - for more insights, inspiration, and community. https://tinyurl.com/over50yourturn

What is a dream that is big enough for you now?

ONE SECRET TO PUTTING YOURSELF FIRST
"Maturity is learning to walk away from people and situations that threaten your peace of mind, self-respect, values, morals, or self-worth." Unknown
And what if that threatening person or situation is your own inner demon, dialogue, and limiting belief? What to do - can't walk away, for wherever you go there you are! Believe me, that put-down self-talk is a *&%) enemy. I'm sitting here in a funk trying to get excited about writing Facebook posts, and I walk away for tea, to p*e, to mope with this dialogue of just give up, it isn't working, I'm tired, I'm too old! It's taken me ages just to get this far. What inspired me was this quote.
So leaving the inside and outside negativity behind and moving into your turn is a great step towards self care and expression!
IF YOUR ARE STUCK LIKE SO MANY OF US, I'd love to talk with you start a breakthrough for you. Sound good? Here's my calendar to schedule, or private message me! Get past the bumps faster with more accuracy....that's what it's about. https://calendly.com/nmontier/breakthrough-your-turn-now-5q