Jake Whan Coaching

I’ve been feeling an energy in the universe and within myself. An energy of no longer living below what I know I’m capable of. An energy of not allowing people into my life that don’t fully respect me. An energy of remembering why I came to this planet in the first place. An energy of knowing my worth and value. An energy of knowing who the f*ck I am. You with me?

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My whole life, I’ve wanted to belong. But, I never did.

From the time I was a child, I tried so hard to fit in. All I wanted to do was be “cool” and feel welcomed. I would change myself to feel like people liked me. I would wear certain clothes, talk how the “popular” kids did, play the sports and do anything I could to feel like I was enough. But it never worked…

I remember overhearing a girl in high school say to my friend, "Jake is good looking, but he's just so socially awkward." That memory has stuck with me throughout my life. This notion of not fitting in has caused me to live from what others have wanted for me, rather than what I truly desired.

Some recent, hard life events caused me to really reflect upon this and recognize just how much I’ve given up my power. How much I haven’t fully chosen myself.

And this past weekend I took a trip to a festival called with 30 of my friends in my community.

As soon as I got there, I was hit with a world of grief, some new and some that I’ve been holding onto for years. It felt like I was grieving all these parts of myself that didn’t feel enough.

The weekend took me on a ride where I began to clear this grief with the help of my community. Each one of them came up to me and told me how much they loved me and how important I was to them. It was one of the first times I truly felt like people accepted me for being me. I was finally being seen.

Saturday night came and I set out with the intention to be a vessel of love and God and give to my community in the way they gave to me. And what happened was magically. I shared some of the deepest, most intimate interactions I’ve ever had. I got to hold space for my friends to see the light and beauty they held inside. I got to tell my brothers and sisters how much I loved them. I got to share hugs causing time to stop. And most importantly, I got to follow my intuition and what I truly desired.

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