Infinite Ideaz

At some point you wish you never went that for them, yes!. Especially when it’s constantly thrown back at you as a failed effort or attempts. Looking back at the zeal, the energy, how much push you actually put in for just this point to be made, and yet it looks as if you’ve done nothing.

It is always one thing to do good and then another thing to be appreciated. Truth is, human beings will always remain human beings and nothing ever changes that facts. Sometimes, no one even cares how much effort you put just to make things right. And at this point you begin to regret everything, taking all blames on yourself for even doing the right thing.

It is indeed a crazy world we’ve found ourselves in. But nevertheless, we do not quit the good deeds for the appreciation or recognitions that was never made for in the past . But then, we are not the problem at all. They just can’t handle a person they can’t control.

Sometimes, I find it difficult to recognize things from the past because the past itself has stopped to exist, and then I ask myself if everything is actually real. Just like an eagle I have been placed on the edge of a cliff, so to take my flight. Firstly, I have to see not think, because sight is only present and can always be used in the “present”

It hurts, many look but do not actually see, whereas many feel they understand but do not listen. Now, tell me how will I share my pains with someone who can neither see nor understand ? Yet, i always wish someone did because it really hurts to stay strong. And every word becomes a conversation right in my head because the thoughts are endless.

But now I feel free in this moment because I can now let go of the part no one sees. I tried to fill the void as well, but it seems what brings pleasure always leaves pain too, so I choose to lay low to life, and my heart was made plain.
As an energy, we only walk on frequencies, so I embrace life and it’s mysteries and I strive hard.!