A ella.

🌿my world 🌿
My name is Maho and I’m feeling blessed for everything I have
Life is too short to not enjoy what we like
I’ve battled pretty hard to do what I like. I keep thriving, I keep moving
Although, I still have to go to my 9-5, every spare time I have I dedicate it to my craft and my family
So many dreams in the horizon
I recently stayed half of a day in bed as my body desperately asked me for a break
No regrets, no remorse
Then I started exercising for first time in a long time and I felt reconnected again
I haven’t had the time to get lost in the routine yet, although I’m certainly looking forward to keep adapting to this new life
new house, relatively new job and also new mind set which constantly keeps evolving and changing
I lived under so much pressure for the last two years and I slowly saw my health stricken
Today I got different priorities, a little bit more of myself was necessary, what mommy’s called “me time”
I’m trying simplicity as my new rule
It might sound silly but sometimes resting is a whole challenge, but i recognise it is necessary in order to be present
For now I’m looking forward to my next holiday and I’m enjoying a lot my new walk to the train in the morning
Little things that makes my life whole
Tell me something about you, I read you

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🌿photo dump🌿
Así como volví me vuelvo a ir
Así como entre vuelvo a salir
Así como pensé eso, ahora pienso en ti
Ayer hice, pero hoy hago
Antes no caminaba, pero ahora sí camino
Que sin ti me sentía perdida, y amor pues si, pero ahora me siento anclada
Que dices? si no se contara esa historia constantemente en mi mente, que sería de mi?
Sin mis historias, mis invenciones, mis convicciones
Não veem que não tem isso vai e vem
Días de movimiento, días de pensamiento
El alma 🖤

🪻Weekend vibes🌸
I’m loving this song so much, I hope you enjoy it as much as I do
I don’t remember where I found it, but it end up being a band where the boyfriend of one of my lovely friends plays at so I now love it even more 🔥
We had a lovely weekend full of work, cleaning and creativity
It turned out to be those moments when I’m trying to organise my spaces when the creative explosion happen
There’s still a lot to organise after the moving. Although, I keep finding the pieces of the life that constructs my identity
I realise how easy is to hear the outside voice and silence our own one
The sense of belonging is one of the biggest things for us as humans. I’m wondering if it might be related to serotonin? I don’t really know but the fact is that we all like to belong
Then I wonder why to belong I have to pretend to be someone else? Sometimes, unconsciously we all do it
I’m currently re-learning that being me is cool and that I should not change to other people like me
I used to show this rebel side of me to my family all the time, I was a very difficult teen as I will always did what I wanted. I thought I knew what was best
But with the years and by listening what society dictates you tend to forget that person you once were and that’s when you sadly lost your essence
For the last 3 weeks I had bright pink hair, at first it was a bit shocking, but with the days I felt so me, so beautiful
That pink hair made me reconnect
I am currently looking for what inspired me to be more creative, more myself
Within my silence I keep polishing this floral art I’ve been hiding in the dark for so long
To get back to myself I had to hit rock bottom and silent what disturbed my process
I also learned recently that there’s people that love you so much but unfortunately they don’t know what’s best for us and that’s ok too. It’s good to hear but to not to sink
I’m understanding that while I’m clear of who I am and where I am going I don’t need to give much explanations
I lived for a long time thinking and rethinking my existence, but now in this new life, joy and understanding are my cores