Beck Bennett - Gracious mumma

Today I found out I was in serious heart failure when I was in ICU, however my recent echo shows my incredible heart has fought hard with the incredible work of my medical team to get back to 50% its not quite at the 70% perfect we'd like but thats ok I am only 5 WEEKS out of serious trauma so I need to give myself a break here

I'm about to start recovery physio, psychology because honestly the trauma I'm suffering from ICU and this event is MASSIVE. Im unsure if I openly talk about it or not yet but trauma like this is consuming and terrifying and I feel very alone in this journey

My husband Shane has been incredible and its affecting him and our beautiful girl Harriet just as much as me and that scares me but for now we will take the beautiful positive that my body is healing, strong even though the recovery is long and I'm pretty fierce so today panic attack included I choose joy💕

Today I tripped and fell at bunnings 🤭 and added my dream flower to my garden aka Mrs Bennett's Garden I've decided to call it, think Georgian era aka Pride and Prejudice thats what I'm going for 😊🎉

HYDRANGEAS 🏵

Seriously how stunning are these pretties🤩 now I just need a blue and white 💙 🤍

Now to not let them die, these are so hard to grow in Perth even in pots but I'm sure as heck going to try my darnedest to have beautiful big 1m x 1m bushes growing

I'm so excited (jumping foot to foot clapping my hands) 🤣🤣

Now where's my pinnie

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