Snap lane

Nothing more refreshing than to post after a long break.
My October started today. 😅
I have always wondered about the greater things in life and wandered for the greater things in life. To achieve a greater success was my goal and to achieve that goal, the toll was too much to bear...
.for the things I have seen and the things I have thought about need to mean to me and they need to have a significance to me. Because then, those things which don't mean shouldn't exist. And that was what I thought. They do not make a sense to me and for me, they do not exist. This was what I meant. But then I have started to have things which don't mean to me but they mean because I exist.

The road I always tread happily will not be the road someone would tread happily everyday. The willow tree under which I wait would be just a tree not appreciated for it is just a willow tree. The U-turn I always cross and the hand that I promise to hold forever will be someone else's to cross and hold. And with this realization, everything makes sense. Yes, it is more clearer for me now.

And here I was, waiting in the forest. The mossy dark forest. I breath the mossy air but then I long for the light. The light which would warm me. And I am walking slow for I know that these small steps of mine would surely take me out to the open fields where I long to go out. Maybe a year later. Maybe decades later. Or maybe right now. And who knows I might be hit by lightnings or be chased by bulls in the open. But then then the small steps I take; I have found my joy in them. My happiness in them. I have found happiness in me and in everything I do.
And I will be warm and I will be alive even in the this mossy forest as I have found happiness in you. ❤