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One thing I'll never do again is deal with emotionally unavailable, non romantic, nonchalant men. Just a waste of time begging them to understand where you coming from lol.

i think my 🚩 is that, I never know how to talk about my feelings. I talk to myself in my head a lot about how I feel & I explain it so well, but getting it to actually come out my mouth is so hard.

Idk who needs to hear this, but if you’re thinking about giving up, remember in 2 years you could be marrying someone you haven’t met yet. In 2 years you could have a job at a company you haven’t heard of that makes you happy. In 2 years you could be on your way to buying a home you never thought you could afford. In 2 seconds could be happy again. In 20 years you could be watching your kids growing up, but you’ll never know unless you get there.

If you want to give up don’t. Take a nap. Gather yourself and remember it’s a bad time not a bad life, you’ll get through this.

Jokes aside, today I walked past church after work.
My heart sunk when I realized how far I've drifted, how much I actually yearned to be within a space again where I can be completely vulnerable.
A space where the broken, sick and weary gather.
A space where you aren't judged by your sins, but everyone realises the purpose they came for.
Although many people feel they can "worship" anywhere, I fell in love with worshipping in church.
I'll always remind people that I'm a sinner with many flaws, who does need God.