I Am Madison Xarlista
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Holistic therapies helped me to reverse a diagnosis of advanced cervical cancer with a prognosis of 3-6 months. That was in in 2002. I was so inspired by my healing experience that I got certified by I-ACT and became a colonic therapist. I then went on to earn my PhD in Naturopathic medicine. I wrote a book about my wellness journey and toured the US sharing my story. I leveraged my business acume
04/05/2026
NOT ALL HARM ANNOUNCES ITSELF
Not everything that harms you ATTACKS you.
Some people are poisonous there’s no bite, no sting.
You’re affected simply by prolonged exposure:
Conversations, environments, patterns you absorb over time.
You feel confused, smaller, tired, but cannot point to a single wound.
The body knows before the mind names it.
Others are venomous … the harm is deliberate, sudden, and unmistakable.
They bite.
They inject intention.
Their harm is sudden, undeniable, and often rationalized as truth or love.
The shock awakens you.
Do not ask whether the harm was intentional.
Neither requires hatred.
Both require wisdom.
Wisdom is not just knowing the difference - It’s knowing when to remove yourself and when to defend yourself.
Grace does not mean endurance.
Love does not mean absorption.
Discernment is not judgment, it is stewardship of your life force.
You are not here to survive toxicity.
Poison teaches you to limit exposure.
Venom teaches you to set boundaries or bounce.
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SO I WAS READING THE BIBLE AND …
Yes, I do read the Bible.
I do not interpret the writings in the same way as when I was “in the church” and lost, so many years ago. I read it now more for context and reference.
As I was in meditation this evening, I remembered the passage from Matthew 7: 13-14
“Enter through the narrow gate. For the gate is wide and the road broad that leads to destruction, and there are many who go through it.
How narrow is the gate and difficult the road that leads to life, and few find it.”
I have emerged on the other side of the deepest spiritual healing excavation - digging deeper to heal yet Another layer of repressed emotional / spiritual / mental gunk.
Why?
I had to detox all the toxicity I allowed myself exposure to.
The detox was more than physical.
It was emotional / mental / spiritual.
It was necessary in order for me to actualize myself as GOD in this life.
When I was “in the life and life of the party”, I was around a lot of people.
When it was time to let go and lock in
on healing, I looked around and I found myself in the darkest void of NoThingness. No where and no one to turn to.
Not everyone can fit thru the gate that I Am destined to walk thru.
There are people that would rather walk around hurt than healed, because that’s just how tough it is digging down to the deepest of depths to heal.
But once you heal … BaaaBeee, you Pheonix a version of yourself that is UNFUXWITHABLE.
NO BODY can F*x with you. PERIODT.
You’re not weak.
You're just broken and baby,
anything broken can be fixed.
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