A Potted Oasis

I am a mid-forties female, who a little over a year ago packed up my single life in the city and moved in with my mom in a little seaside town. Trying to figure out what comes next, and more importantly, what I want to come next. I still have my office/desk job that I’ve had for the past 20 years, but is it really “what I want to be when I grow up?” Is there something that I’m supposed to be doing