TFP

As my death bed approaches, I want to share things I've been forced to mute.

~1997 - Vicky and Jeff Christiansen perpetuated lies about me that had consequences throughout my journey. Because they are influential members of society, no one believed me. Chelsea thinks I'm her trauma. Ironic. Her with a degree in what I struggle with.

~2002 - Rion Stayley perpetuated a lie about me that immediately caused all remaining humans in my life to hate and mistreat me.

Why?
-V&J- unwanted pregnancy, abortion, denial.. I was a stain on their expectations of tj terror daughters life.

-R- I failed to lie to his girlfriend's bf about his infidelity. In my defense I had just spent the previous night in the rain alone because he told me to get out before others heard me talking about su***de. It was a party and I was ruining it. I was not in a good mind when prompted with that question.

I guess the summary of my life is that everyone wild have preferred I killed myself before high school ended.

At least I die knowing myself.

FWIW, Rion, I think about how I should've just killed myself that night. Then I never would've earned this lifetime of ridicule it's perpetuated.

Lakewood class of 1996. I'm sorry for the inconvenience I've always been.

Jeff, Vicky, Chelsea... you were all right to take the actions you did. This world does not want my existence. The orphaned autistic adult child I recently became aware of has been forced to learn this harder than me.

For anyone thinking in such ways in their own journey. Just off the person. I would've rather been killed than tortured for existing.

Farewell humanity.
Shawn J Peters

If you are suddenly working remotely, check out Airtable to assist in keeping organized. Whether you are teaching, managing projects, or laboring. It's a simple solution to everything remote work requires.
I am here to help if needed.

Airtable: Organize anything you can imagine Airtable works like a spreadsheet but gives you the power of a database to organize anything. Sign up for free.