Cha Squared Project

"It is called education because it is learned. You do not have to have had an experience in order to sympathize or empathize with the subject. That is why books are written: so that we do not have to do the same things. We learn from experience, true; but we also learn from empathy.” A Theory of Patience

Book Update: Phase 2 Completed
All items are in with the publisher. Though just when I think I am in the clear there to be another decision to make another round of reviews. There is something about writing plus creating a book of this magnitude with illustrations and photographs with so many elements that made realize how much labor and time goes into these projects that people do not talk enough about. I don’t know how many times I quit writing in the last two years. Getting to even this phase seemed impossible. Recounting stories forced me to mourn in a unique way not only loved ones but also versions of myself that feels distant. I remember entering wine hopefully now I have become harden by the reality of the real change needed in this industry. While working on this book I was confronted with the lack of information there is about emerging wine regions and which has now sparked motivation for my next role. During this phase I was also reminded a few things about myself: I love libraries, I miss having the time to read and sharing convos with people who read, I need an outline/mind map if not then I can’t write anything, spending time off socials (no announcement needed) is self care, and how much a close knit community of people to meet me for pasta and gelato everyday can help me grieve and stay focus on work during the day.

My Brother’s Keeper 🔒

I have taken on this title at a young age. We are 18 months apart. The story goes. I informed my parents before they knew that they were pregnant, and more specifically, that Iwas going to have a brother.

I just wanted to honor him today on these final hours of his his birthday and our special bond. His resilience, kind heart, and caring spirit have been as both are going through so much loss, and hardship this year is what is keeping me going. Though I am often seen as the tough one, he is definitely the strong one. He is the pinnacle of peace, and I find myself going to him for comfort. He is my God Given Best Friend and my rock during these times.

Chu, I love you. Thank you for letting me boss you around your whole life. I am sure we both are better because of it. I know this season is preparing us for something amazing. We will get through it because we have each other.

Happy Birthday Day!