MDPoetry

THE WAVES OF ETERNITY

Am I invisible
Like Air
I can hear what everyone is saying
But I cant listen
I cant connect
My mind is wrecked
And wracked

From this
And that

And everything

Why cant I feel
Why cant I see
How could I let my mind
Run away from me

I go through these motions
Like the oceans
You cant stop the waves
Of eternity

I get the notion
In my mind
Of this inevitable problem
This locomotion
That propels me forward

Constantly pushing me
Driving me into my own skin

Will I lose this battle
Or will I win

At this point what's the difference??

So here we are
In life
And I go through these motions
Like the oceans
They are pushing me
And pulling me
Into eternity
Neverending
You cannot stop the waves
No matter how hard you try

But
I keep looking at the eject button
After all....
I'm only just a co pilot

How can you be well
When this earth is sick?

How can you condemn
your own sins ?

How can you rebel against your own kin?

How can you tell
The difference within?

Let me ask you a question....
What separates
The ocean from eternity?

Constantly in motion
For miles it seems
Into the unknown
Where dreamers like me can dream

But
I am being pulled into this black hole
Where I cannot speak
I cannot feel
I cannot see

And I'm hoping
Praying
Wishing
Calling
Saying

Somebody Help Me!!

But no one is here
To hear me
No wheel to steer me
No heart to feel
Or light to see
Just the deepest
Darkest places
Of eternity

Ok....
I cry to myself
Take a deep breath
Take a look inside me

My heart beats
Like the ocean
And I get this notion
Of this locomotion
Pushing me and
Pulling me forward
Deeper into my own skin

How can I rebel against my own kin?
How can I condemn my own sins?

I am a tiger missing his heart
But i cant follow this yellow brick road home
Because all I see is a black hole
Staring back at me

Consuming my mind
From the inside out

So I scream out
Help Me!!

But there is no sound
There is only the absence of everything

The darkness within

So I sit here
And wait patiently

As my tears fall
They create an ocean
Beneath me
And these waves Rise
And keep pushing me
And Pulling me forward
Into this black hole

My Son
Help Me!!!
Please
Take my hand
Im blind....
I cant see
I cant speak
I cant feel
I cant breathe

I am suffocating

I survive on oxygen but its poisoning me....

Am I invisible
Like Air

Can anyone truly see me?

Floating these waters

Into eternity....

Persona Part 2

That's prospective not perspective. Please.

You see? That's an example of my ego talking. Past experiences forge mindsets about the future. Never once living in the present and simply "Taking it all in".

Do you ever stop and smell the roses?
Theres a reason people said that.
1. Stop. Pause. Exist. Connect.
2. Smell. Experience. Connect.

Do you ever connect to Roses?

Do you ever CONNECT to nature or to your Family or Friends?

Why do men chase women? To Connect. But since they live through their Ego they can only connect superficially. Therefore they feel the need for another "connection" after another. Possibly using somebody. Again using a BODY. All in the name of Holy Matrimony. Our "God given right" to marriage.
Some of which you all hold conspicuously close to the clifftop. Rather passionately might I add.
And your efforts, although noble, are in vain.

To feel the desire. The energy. A connection. A passion. Not dulled by the world or shriveled up like a raisin devoid of moisture.
An authentic connection....not a wireless wall socket.
That's why men seek women.
Why cant they communicate all of these feelings to you?
1. They are in their Ego
2. They cant even communicate this with themselves. It is sub-conscious.

Women have a different problem. You try to generate value in your general physical attraction and you neglect your metaphysical characteristics. You parade around, dancing all over the ballroom floor in your glowing persona dress....all for attention.
This doesn't mean you wear makeup or try to look pretty everyday.
This could be a simple interaction between friends, or in everyday life how you talk, or even on social media....

As we ask the same mundayne question....what is the meaning of life?
The meaning is that there IS no meaning.
To not exist is to exist.
When you meditate, you dont think. You stop thinking. Nothing exists, including you.

This is shattering your Ego mindset.
You are not a special and unique person.
You are A person. That simple.
The stars are millions in the skies....not special or unique as there are so many. Yet each one is amazing and perfect in it's own way. They are arranged randomly with seemingly no order, yet they are perfectly positioned.
The sad irony of life.

You can see the stars but you can never tell them how beautiful they truly are.
"Hey, you brighten up the night sky like the Moon!"
Will you lose sleep because you cant tell the stars that?
No. You cant control that. Just as you cant control your life.
Reality is there is an illusion of free will that gives you a sense of purpose and reasoning and decision making....but it's all a collective of neurotic impulses....neurons firing in your brain. Thousands. Millions maybe.
Not by your free will. Implanted there. Put there by some other means outside of you.

So then you develop this duality of nature. Inner man and Outer man. You become out of touch with reality because inner and outer feel segregated....you feel like 2 separate people. Constantly at war over who's in control of your body.
Its exhausting isnt it?
When in reality no one is in control at all.
The sad irony of life.

But you dont have to be in control to be happy. In fact most control freaks are unhappy. For obvious reasons....because you cant control anything at all.
You are just hoping and praying for things to go your way but there is no 100% guarantee. There is NO control.

You can only truly attain something by letting it go.
The sad irony of life.
Its totally a possibility, but to most, an elusive mystery.

New Lyric video for my Poem "Grey Areas"

Grey Areas - Poetic Lyric Video Lyric video of my poem "Grey Areas"

They call me the Night King
That name has a nice ring
To it
Doesnt it

Bow before your king

Underneath this full moon

I am the eclipse of your senses
The elements of your destruction
I have brought your greatest warriors
To their knees
But it does not please
Me
It sickens me
That humanity
Is a disease
With no cure
We are impure
And ignorant
Of the allure
Like fish
We are lured into
A false sense of security
With growing adversity
We approach this new day
This new dawn
With animosity

They say Curiosity killed the Cat

Bow before your king

I am darkness incarnate

I am chaos within

I am the full moon rising

Come see what I have become

I am the Night King....