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What brightened my day today was the ability to savor these feelings…

A few years ago I began to notice how quickly time was moving — how many days flew by — how quickly it went from 6am to 10pm — time flys when your having fun but it also flys when your unaware — recently I’ve been really able to be conscious in each moment

“This may be the last time I hug them” “ we may never eat here again” “this is the first time I’ve felt this way” “this moment makes me happy” “that action causes me to feel badly about myself”

More and more I’m able to detach myself from a situation or a moment and make a choice — I’ve literally said this in my head multiple times — “savor this” — actively choosing to be in the moment, staying conscious of the fact that a lot of the good and bad things I am experiencing will only happen once or twice — even for some of the things with a longer time horizon like building a business or building my body or changing my character, the movement through those endeavors will not last forever — there are phases to life and a lot of them you move on from and cannot return — its easy to only feel things fully in retrospect but im proud of myself for being able to recognize being in the “good ol days” now

I’ve had some really good days recently — and I felt every second of it — I didn’t distract myself — I didn’t waste too much time trying to capture it or question it or get attached to it — just feeling it and if tomorrow sucks feeling it too — and just enjoying the fact that I get to feel in the first place