Sabrina Victor

feel free to get lost in my eyes

let’s see what’s about to happen next.

celebrating the last day of this semester on my bday. thanking God for the gift of life, the gift of my strength, the family and friends I have. I remember how amazingly my day had started when I took this photo. I ran errands, pampered myself, drove into the city, shot different looks with , then I walked around newbury street and got myself a slice of pizza. I took in the sunset and the city as I prepared to move to NY having just loaded the moving truck the day prior. but then I got home. and my parents told me my brother had passed away. and I was in denial, confused, and ultimately shattered. I remember every single moment so vividly after that. I still feel so shattered, to the point that it feels wrong to even look at this picture or post it. but then I think about my brother and how proud he would be of me for making it through my first semester, how excited he was for me. I look at life differently because of you Ardlley. everything I do now is with the hope and goal to carry out your legacy, to do what you wanted to for me and mom. this transparency isn’t just for y’all, but it’s for me to heal and understand and move forward. I’m proud of myself for what I’ve done in these last 24 years of my life, and I’m going to live every moment to the fullest & appreciate every moment God gives me. thinking of you extra today bro 🤍