Anthony Evan Carson

theres a lot of things that dont resonate with my spirit in this culture, but ultimately i would like to more lucidly delineate between when I act and communicate from love, and when i act and communicate from fear. in my dream drum and draw video recap post: i see love and communion, something pure and loving and open. But in a recent facebook post about needing to acquire insurance for vending: i honestly see myself communicating from fear, though my thoughts on the endless human paper trail and its distracting dehumanizing nature are true to me, i find myself asking, how would that post read if my expressions bent toward love without dismissing my feelings? is self sacrifice loving? Can anger be channeled into loving communication? it feels more and more that we (i) get swept away in the fervor of hot takes and cleverness and judgement (and I sooo want to be the king of cleverness and righteousness at times) but...i want to ask myself more and more how to inject love into the thoughts, acts, and conversations that I engage in, even when the topic lands like fire on my heart. to act from love. to act from love can mean so many things, but there are many more things that I know do not come from love, but from fear. and to know that line is the journey i will take on right from this moment. Please to those who actually care to know and support me, hold me to this. there are times looking through eyes of love feels like wearing a mask, but i believe love requires an element of practice in a culture where anxiety, hatred, and discord hold so much attention, that the mask will need time and wear to mold to the face, or perhaps the face will mold to the mask, either way. I think love has much more to it than just being “nice” all the time, but, i yearn to feel a sense of oneness and kinship with all that is, even if it isn’t exactly as I wish it would be.

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Here are my submissions to the for the first 4 months of 2026
Including BONUS CONTENT, hope youre keeping your spirit light as can be.

Announcing “Dream Drum & Draw” a therapeutic evening of creativity, connection, drumming and doodle games at the LEAF arboretum building , the night of the scorpio full moon, May 1st. Excited to build and share a atmosphere on this night in a way that harkens back to my art pop-up at last year.

Til then i’ll be popping up to share music and make doodles at this fridays Psychic Parlor at , and again at for independent bookstore day on April 25th.

Oh! And also a market at Mercyhurst thru the .ethical.purchasing.club on April 21st! 😅

after what has felt like a properly rejuvenating winter season, in spite of human society’s foibles, im eternally grateful for meaningful and resonant things to do and people to serve 🙏🏼 🙇🏻 ✍🏼 ❤️ 🎶