Russ Loresca

🐯 okay na yan 'di naman ako kilala niyan e HAHAHAH jk 😙🫶

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Matagal na rin simula nung huling tumugtog ako.

Di ko na rin namalayan na lumipas na ang matagal na panahon.

Di ko na rin alam kung nasa akin pa ang talento,
Sa pag-tugtog ng mga instrumento.

Alam ko nandyan lang ang talento ko,
Kaso hindi ko na nga lang alam kung saan ko naitago.

Kailangan ko pa bang ibalik ang sariling ako?
O kailangan ko lang talaga ng isang tao?

Isang taong handang makinig sa nilalaman ng puso ko,

Sa pamamagitan ng mga musikang tinutugtog ko.

Siguro kailangan ko lang ng isang taga-pakinig na tulad mo.
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Siguro ikaw lang talaga ang hinihintay ko.

"Chae" 🐯
-Russ Loresca 🐺

(25222 8:05. Ang iyong mga tingin, labis ang mga ningning. Oh panaginip lang, ayaw nang gumising pa. 🎶)

While I'm writing this, I'm starting to have intrusive thoughts about shaving my head bald again. Funny, isn't it? It's just hair, anyways. Don't worry, I promise I'll never wait for the end again; it'll come in time anyway. Even though it kills me every single day just to pretend those words, "I think I'm better now than yesterday", I only die once. So, I'm gonna live with these rest days of mine as it is.

Hey, can you come-a-come out and play? Sounds like a lyric? Kidding aside. How are you? It's been ages since I last saw you, but for me, it still feels like it was only yesterday. And I love feeling that way every time I think of you. I hope you're doing well. And I just want to say; don't change the thing where you are amazing. Sounds like a lyric again? Yes, it is. I just can't deny that you're the one who pops into my mind whenever I'm listening to those songs.

I just wonder if only you knew how much I cried and begged for your name to God in every one of my prayers. Or let's say, you do know it. Would it be possible to persuade you? To be with me? After all, keep safe, always. I'll just let those things be as they should by not trying to force something that's out of my control. But I'm still hoping through my prayers. How silly of me.

I think I'll never love the way I did. Or even love another one again. So, for now, all I want is to get the life I always dreamed of —a career that I don't know if it's meant for me or not. I'd rather divert myself into pursuing music, arts, tours, adventures, and enjoying nature's beauty than finding someone new.

And now, I'm going to start from scratch once again —a never-ending scratch just to find out what'll be the result of this if I don't give up.

And if ever you're reading this —to my greatest love of mine, I love you. —just in case I never get a chance to see you again. Even if it's just a glance, for me it's a pleasure and a treasure to be kept for a lifetime.

"A Letter From Me To You"
-Russ Loresca 🐺
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