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Judas Ate Too.

That line hits different when you’ve lived it. I’ve sat at tables with people who smiled in my face but didn’t have my best interest at heart.

I’ve felt betrayal. I’ve cried real tears. I’ve walked through setbacks that could’ve taken me out but they didn’t. Because God had a plan the whole time.

My testimony isn’t perfect, it’s powerful. I’m her who’s been through broken places, recovery, rebuilding, and rediscovering who I am in Christ. I’ve had to learn to let go, to heal, and to trust God even when it didn’t make sense. And through it all, He never left me.

What tried to break me actually revealed me. Every tear, every closed door, every hard season, God used it to shape me into a stronger, wiser, faith-filled man. I’m not who I used to be, and I thank God for that.

The scripture records, “And we know that all things work together for good”
ALL things. Not just the easy parts.

So if you’ve been hurt, overlooked, or betrayed, don’t give up. God is still writing your story. What they meant for harm, He’s turning for your good.

Some of you are struggling with S*x appetite!
S*x has been controlling you.

We say we have the highest libido or s*x urge… we use excuses like “it’s just my nature,” “it’s ovulation,” “I can’t help it.” And slowly, without noticing, some of you have found yourselves in patterns of ma********on, fornication, adultery, or hidden compromise that you never planned for.

And now look at the result—what used to feel like “just a desire” is now affecting your discipline, your focus, and even your spiritual life. You want to pray, but your mind is heavy. You want to stand strong, but your conscience feels distant. You feel drained, guilty, and stuck in cycles you keep repeating.

But hear this: you are not powerless.

This is not the end of your spiritual life. It is a battle of discipline, awareness, and surrender. The flesh will always demand attention, but you are not obligated to obey it.

It is time to be honest before God. Not hiding. Not excusing. Not normalizing what is slowly destroying your strength from within. It is time to cry out and say, “Lord, help me. Strengthen me where I am weak. Teach me self-control. Restore my discipline.”

Let your flesh submit.
Let your urges submit.
Let your life come back under control.

Because freedom is possible—but it begins when you stop negotiating with what is defeating you, and start surrendering fully to God’s help and guidance.